Patience

Patience 

Les genoux écorchés, 
Douleur redoublant la frénésie
Grimper, glisser, le paroi suintant 
Je m'agrippe à la surface, 
À me plier les ongles à l envers.
Gouttelettes de sang nourrissent la terre
de mon ame.
J ai cherché en vain des signes, des mots. 
Le néant.
Tout m'echappe, vol en eclats, 
me transperce, laissant trace sur trace.
Traquer l absolu, à l infini et finir par
quoi ? Pour
quoi ? Pour
qui?
Peux tu sentir le sel de mes larmes ?
Patience, j'apprends encore
à apprehender
mes peurs et mes infaillibles failles 
Mes faiblesses et fortitudes.
Encore un peu
De patience.

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